Category: Innocence

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Living it Up: Solo Weekend Bliss…

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There are plenty of enjoyable activities for singles to do over the weekend. Here are some ideas:

  1. Explore Nature: Take a hike, go for a bike ride, or simply enjoy a leisurely stroll in a nearby park or nature reserve. Being in nature can be refreshing and rejuvenating.

2. Attend a Local Event: Check out local events happening in your area, such as art exhibits, concerts, farmers markets, or community festivals. It’s a great way to meet new people and immerse yourself in your community.

3. Try a New Hobby: Use the weekend to explore a new hobby or activity that interests you, whether it’s painting, cooking, photography, or dancing. You can take a class or simply experiment on your own.

4. Visit Museums or Galleries: Spend some time exploring museums, art galleries, or historical sites in your area. It can be both educational and inspiring.

5. Host a Game Night: Invite friends over for a fun game night filled with board games, card games, or video games. It’s a great way to socialize and have some laughs.

6. Volunteer: Dedicate some time to giving back to your community by volunteering at a local charity or organization. Not only will you be helping others, but you’ll also feel a sense of fulfillment and purpose.

7. Take Yourself on a Date: Treat yourself to a solo date at a nice restaurant, café, or movie theater. Enjoy your own company and indulge in something you love.

8. Exercise: Get active by going for a run, practicing yoga, or hitting the gym. Exercise is not only good for your physical health but also for your mental well-being.

9. Explore Your City: Take a day to be a tourist in your own city. Visit landmarks, try out new restaurants, or simply wander around and discover hidden gems.

10. Relax and Unwind: Sometimes, the best weekend plans involve simply relaxing at home. Treat yourself to a spa day, binge-watch your favorite TV shows, or curl up with a good book.

These tips are applicable not just to girls but also to boys. Remember, the most important thing is to do what makes you happy and fulfilled. Whether you prefer to spend your weekend alone or with friends, there are plenty of options to make the most of your time.

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That Feel…

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You could have said YES

You could have said NO

You could have said SOMETHING

You could have LOVED

You could have SMILED

You could have STAYED

You could have stayed SILENT

You could have done BETTER

You could have STOPPED

You could have MOVED ON

You could have CRIED

You could have SCREAMED

You could have WALKED AWAY

We all have that feeling, which never happened at the right time but regretted later …

Have a great day ahead…

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Tears…

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It always feel like my heart is exploding with these horrible thoughts which hurt me from inside out but couldn’t let out even a drop of tear where I will be seen as weak in the eyes of others…

Smile a powerful response in all means but I am neither strong nor weak to show my weakness or strength letting out my single drop of tear with a fade smile…

It means nothing to the person who hurts me…

Sad but truth…🤗🤗

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Born with a Curse…

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I am not talking about feminism here but the truth which hurts most of my life… I have one brother out of 4 sisters, yeah I know he gets all the special treats and fun in his life… But what makes no sense is why boys are always getting treated special than the girl child even though she is the only child to the family not only in my country most of the country has the same policy they celebrate the boy child from the day he born to the day he goes to the grave but the girl where she stands in the world? To do chores be a housewife to deliver babies if the baby is a girl then she comes under the same circle…

Yes I know men work hard to keep their family happy and fed everything but even women are working double shift both work and house how we can justify this all because the parents gave the difference from the day they born right… If it is a boy he gets all the freedom but girls?

I respect men, My father is a great man but this community this society need to change… Treat us better equally as human so there will be no need to be cursed from the day we born to the grave…

Have a great day…

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Crumbs of Happiness…

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I like to call it crumbs of happiness because happiness has never been a part of my life, it was like flickering light always, funny but true…

Whenever I happened to be happy about something before enjoying the feeling and absorbing it deep inside I will be struck with something more powerful may be a disappointment or something more than that… But I am used to it, I stopped absorbing and keep my eyes open for the next strike…

You may feel I am crazy how come some one’s life will be this miserable..? Right, I taught so but can’t even explain here… But however what I feel or what strikes me is not important in life right, I am blessed with those crumbs which give the meaning of my life…

When someone asks how you feeling means a lot… When I was unwrapping that small gift box all my feelings and face was glowing up with surprise, those moments are important even though they are for minutes or seconds but it makes our life complete…

Thinking back after 5 years we all remember only the bits of happiest moments in life, not the sad or striking moments it all become funny or we will think great about our-self for being strong and the person who we are right now right…

So friends, don’t give up… Whether it is crumbs or even dots doesn’t matter all that matter was something or someone helping you to stay alive and move on with your life-giving hope to you about everything and make you realize how strong you are…

Even though you are not blessed with showers of happiness some people live out there starving… Be happy cherish the moment keep smiling…

Have a Great Day Ahead…

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A Letter to My Love…

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Dear Sifo,

I would like to express all my feelings for you so I am writing this… We really never had any time for a real connection or having a conversation. The time we met always ends with fights and misunderstandings. I am sorry I play a major role in those misunderstandings. I did not listen to you. It’s my fault that I can be never reversed.

It’s been 10 years today since I lost you, the grief never passes on. I quit trying and accepted as a part of my life. I still remember the day like it’s today after hearing you are no more in my life I am never going to see you back anymore it broke me I am still broken. The weight still I can feel.

I don’t have many words to express how I feel. But, whenever I wanted to think about something good in my life it goes right back to you only you. You gave me hell a lot of beautiful memories than anyone will ever have. I am sorry I missed you. I am sorry I did not come to see you one last time. I never had that courage to see you like that. Your beautiful eyes closed not looking at me or searching for me in that crowd. I am a coward I never know to handle your loss.

All these years I feel like I have a hole in my heart or life which can be never changed. I am not a strong girl now. I think I am broke I don’t know how to fix me. You wished all happiness in my life. I am not happy a day will never pass without thinking about you. I should have been good. Still, I don’t get what you like from me. I never had a chance to know it too. You are the only person who never hurt me.

All I wanted to tell you I miss you. I miss those passing glances and quick peeks. I miss those searching phase in those crowds. I miss those walking up for each other to meet your eyes for those seconds. I really miss seeing you. Feeling your presence. Feeling your rare smile. Miss your voice. Miss waiting for your arrival. Miss speaking about you all day long without getting bored. I miss you.

I wish may your soul rest in peace. Always I will miss you. And this pain will never go because it reminds me of you.

Finally, I wanted to tell you those words I never get to tell you I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING… The unsaid love of my life.

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A Perfect Dream…

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Opening the door next second I will be inside his arms… A tight hug where I can hear his heartbeat and inhale his fragrance I am kind of addicted to that… He quit wearing perfume or spray because I don’t like it… It was his natural fragrance… I will reach to his lips standing on my toes… He will press his lips on my forehead… I will feel melted… Few seconds holding up he will release his grip on me giving a smile… I felt completed… After freshen up we sit together to eat… He will compliment me for each and every dish I made… He always has the habit of keeping more food for me… He pretends like he had enough so I will eat more… But I pretend like I don’t know his plan and resisting… “no it’s too much to eat…” Filled with laugh and fun we used to sit for hours together. He’ll help me clean up… Then he will come to me and say stop talking let’s sleep… I won’t stop… He will put me in his arms pull me from my waist and keep me close to his chest… Put his head on my neck and start sleeping… I won’t move a muscle… I found that place was my safe heaven no place ever can replace it… Few seconds I will sleep like a baby… Alas, again a dream I taught… But this time I am not sleeping for a dream it’s just my imagination which will never happen…

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Destiny…?

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Do you believe in Destiny….?

Have you felt like you are all alone when you are surrounded by the most important peoples in your life?

Yes, I felt it and it is a terrible feel… I am a person of few words… I am shy I can’t friends on my own… I will never start a conversation first… But I am a good friend… I always put others first… Can’t see my friends in pain or helpless… But I am shy to express myself first… Even-though I am going to a place almost for 3 months… I am not brave enough to make a single friend from that place.

My niece will tease me like you are stupid if you are silent like this you are not gonna do anything start talking… I will smile at her politely and move from there…

I was not like this before I used to be a charming, talkative and naughtiest of all people I know… But now… I hit the rock bottom I am sinking myself deep down… Maybe waiting for someone or something to help me out of here…

But my mind knows it’s not happening I should take me out myself from here… But no I am stagnant I am not able to shake off this feeling and fast heartbeats every night when I lie down on my bed… My heart pumps as if it is gonna blast… I don’t understand it should be calm… Because I am going to rest I am going to forget everything and going to my dream world… Where I will be happy cherish… But it’s happening every single day…

Maybe I am not capable of being here… Maybe I am deserved to be at the rock bottom only… I don’t know what God has planned for me… But I am not myself anymore…

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Move on…

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Everyone has their lifestyle,choices, priorities, exceptions everything… We can’t decide for others and they can’t for us. But for the loved one in our life? Will our mind accepts not to choose for them or making decision for their well being?

No, it will never accept… Even though we are ignored and avoided every last bit of our thoughts stay with them and for their well being only…

I happened to speak with this girl more like a sister to me two days before… She is very young and beautiful with down to the earth’s character… I almost admired her many times for her simplicity. I wished her for the Women’s Day… I got the reply text wishing me back and casually she started the conversation. She sounded dull. I asked what happened… She told me her parents are looking for a marriage alliance for her. She is in love with a boy… Her parents are aware of that and after a huge hustle, they accepted her love.

Confused I asked her why you are not happy both the family are okay with your love they why are you not happy… Anyways as in our community, early marriage is not a new thing as well. She answered saying that the boy dumped her… and she did not even say it to her parents yet because she is scared and doesn’t know how to tell them… The main reason for her fear is her parents opposed her love. He is not very good at his behavior… She loved him from her school days and been very dedicated to her relationship even though many people encountered him with many other girls. She refused to accept it and believed him wholeheartedly… That many people include me as well… Because once he tried to get my contact number as well… I did not warn her directly but I gave her clues… Every time she chooses to let it go and put the trust in him.

So I asked her whats the reason for their breakup… She said he chose her friend who helped with their love in the early days instead of her… and said she is better than you… She is broken and in an uncomfortable situation... She is not able to let him go but couldn’t accept the truth she was dumped by him very badly…

She is hurt, I don’t know how to comfort her… She is holding on him with a blind belief maybe he’ll come back accept her and regret his mistake… But he is not going to come back to her… I know it… I spoke with her some more time saying all I can and hung up… But couldn’t shake off this heavy feeling making me emotional… I am not able to move on too…

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Miracle…

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When I close my eyes I feel a dark pain in my mind and heaviness in my heart I really don’t know the reason for it…

Day by day I can sense the feeling increases not going away… I feel like I am done for this life time… Whatever I do whatever I try i am not able to shake that feeling off from me… MAy be because the answer I got is not what I expected and I am feeling low and not ready to move on with my life and got stuck in a past with someone who takes me for granted and having a strong feeling whatever they do or treat me i will never leave their side….

Hoping for a miracle to happen to change my mind and make myself useful once this time to move on with my life no matter how hard it is…